“Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.”

-For me this quotes contradicts me. how about you ?

It always happens when you think too much the day before.It's a dream i do not want to see. what are they trying to tell me ? i don't know myself. It's always the same thing. All i could do is just to wake up from that misery and never get back to sleep until few hours later. I'm afraid that i will get the phobea of getting to sleep. lmao. It's the same face i always see but always with a different person. Having a good creative and imagination is wonderful but too much is dreadful.

Tomorrow hari raya haji. It's time that all relatives come to my house and gather and eat. never fails every year. and have to go to the mosque 2 times tomorrow. SHIT LA! in te morning and the afternoon , sigh. the food will pay off so yay !!

Hey people , sorry for not updating for so long. I'm busy and lazy to update. there's no point writing if people would not change. am i right ?

Last few days have been a blast i tell ya, prom night, movie, paintinng my bloody room and mostly play com like there's no tomorrow. i coloured my room light pink + purple. oh yea, girl's room. haha but the abstract that my bro's fren painted it for free, cover's the girlish part of the room. the 3rd floor of my house is so in a mess. so many usless books have to put away to paint my room. so many old stuff that build up old memories. hais. hope i get a new bed, table and shelfs too ! oh yea. prom pics is all at facebook. watch 2012 ytd and guess wat, i cried like few times at some of the moments. its saddening okay ?! imagine if you were at their shoes, will you feel sad too ? next is 2/3 bbq coming our way. i have to bring plates. omg la. nvm atleast no need pay. cant wait. am going out soon. so cya !